What I really want is God to be on the move...that's all.
I think about everything--friends, my internship and the necessary preparations, family--and it gets so freakin' overwhelming!
I guess a lot of that comes becomes I have felt so distracted since being home. At school, I am consistently in God's presence and around His people. At home...I go to church on Sunday (which I missed this week, because I was sick) and that is about it. It's such a weird switch...and being sick doesn't help. I'm staying in bed and running around the Internet and that can become my whole day! I hate it! I have so little...joy...
But there are things I can do :) I'm listening to the IHOP Prayer Room Webstream and it helps so much, just to hear people praying! I need that! I miss our prayer and worship meetings at school...
I'm changing the way I live...it starts today.
I will wake up and read the precious words of God FIRST. I will only run around on the Internet for an hour at a time ONLY. I will listen to worship music consistently. I will dance and sing :) I will call one friend a day (that might be a little hard...but I really want to).
These are the things I must do in order to stay sane...:)
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