The Workings Out of a Heart Not Fully Formed Yet

I write because I dream: I see this world as a place the Kingdom of God is constantly breaking into and I want to join my King Jesus in whatever way He sees fit to bring His life, His Presence, here.

This journey has taken me all over the world and lead to encounters with incredible men and women of God: their lives have imprinted mine. This blog is a result of our conversations and questions, and a way for me to display my inner life with God, so that others may see the glory of a life given fully over to her Creator. I, and the ones I love, are no special people--we just partner with an amazing God.

We've seen suffering. We know doubt. We wrestle with where we have been and how we got there--but we will never give up. Our lives are a testament to His faithfulness.

Be Blessed as you read. Encounter the King.

Saturday, January 8, 2011

I will live for you, no matter what the cost...
Relationships I have to say no to...
Friends I must leave behind...
Opportunities that I have to let go of...

This is no martyr talking...I hate pain and these decisions I must make--which will lead me closer to Him, but may break my heart in the process--will be no easy thing. I must rely on Him fully to make it through even one day living this way. But I am willing, no matter what the cost. I want what He's always wanted for me. My friend had this quote on her wall: "God's will is what you would have chosen if you had all the facts". I'm gonna live believing that. If I knew all that was behind the reason I have to say no and walk away...I would always and joyfully say no and leave those things behind.

He's gonna lead me...

My heart is finally fully surrendured to Him. I can walk into my future without fear.
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