The Workings Out of a Heart Not Fully Formed Yet

I write because I dream: I see this world as a place the Kingdom of God is constantly breaking into and I want to join my King Jesus in whatever way He sees fit to bring His life, His Presence, here.

This journey has taken me all over the world and lead to encounters with incredible men and women of God: their lives have imprinted mine. This blog is a result of our conversations and questions, and a way for me to display my inner life with God, so that others may see the glory of a life given fully over to her Creator. I, and the ones I love, are no special people--we just partner with an amazing God.

We've seen suffering. We know doubt. We wrestle with where we have been and how we got there--but we will never give up. Our lives are a testament to His faithfulness.

Be Blessed as you read. Encounter the King.

Monday, April 11, 2016

Out of Pain

My heart
Is a patchwork of scars
Neatly knit together by a Master hand
The pieces fit within your hand
Hope coming alive because I chose your smile
The pain remains
But at your touch
I feel myself
Coming
Alive
Again

Resurrection
It is a reality and has been
Over and over
For this fractured and healing and broken
Heart

This
Will Never be EASY
But it is good
Relinquishing
So you can
Truly
Have your way in my life

The staccato heartbeats
Bear your signature
A phraseology
Only found
In those
Who have been redeemed

I face my dragons
Without fear
Knowing you are near
The worse pervades
And hope departs
But your hand, always upon me

You put my pieces together
Flying apart, they are stilled in your hand
I breathe because you breathe into me
I fall apart as you look into my heart and see past the pain to the me you are creating
Your creation is wonderful
As you look upon it, I am changed

Suddenly
Life FLASHES
Where only death had dwelt before
And I find I can go on
Hopeful
Because of the words I hear you singing over me
That I have a victory
I am never far from you
I have a home in your arms

Again
I find that I am made whole
Complete
In the love of my Saviour
I am home
I am His
And this nightmare will end
With the sound of a white knight on a horse
Heaven my reward

I wait for you
Above all else
And you
Will Never
Disapppoint me
Risen King, Your call
Is the one I wait for
And in the meantime

I am alive in you

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