The Workings Out of a Heart Not Fully Formed Yet

I write because I dream: I see this world as a place the Kingdom of God is constantly breaking into and I want to join my King Jesus in whatever way He sees fit to bring His life, His Presence, here.

This journey has taken me all over the world and lead to encounters with incredible men and women of God: their lives have imprinted mine. This blog is a result of our conversations and questions, and a way for me to display my inner life with God, so that others may see the glory of a life given fully over to her Creator. I, and the ones I love, are no special people--we just partner with an amazing God.

We've seen suffering. We know doubt. We wrestle with where we have been and how we got there--but we will never give up. Our lives are a testament to His faithfulness.

Be Blessed as you read. Encounter the King.

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

I Just Need Your Arms

Have you ever had a day that you just hated? That was my day today...

I felt like I was drowning all day--every moment was like trying to push a rock uphill while swimming underwater...I just couldn't do it anymore at the end...

I'm gonna have these days, probably over and over again, in Haiti. God grant me grace, freedom and peace. Find me when I don't want to be found. Be lovely when I feel least lovely of all.

I am sorry. Sorry for being a messy roommate, sorry for not being...all that I'm not. And I don't even know how today could have been better. I feel like I did give it my all and then some...it was just too much for me.

Jesus be peace when I have none. Let me have relief...

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