The Workings Out of a Heart Not Fully Formed Yet

I write because I dream: I see this world as a place the Kingdom of God is constantly breaking into and I want to join my King Jesus in whatever way He sees fit to bring His life, His Presence, here.

This journey has taken me all over the world and lead to encounters with incredible men and women of God: their lives have imprinted mine. This blog is a result of our conversations and questions, and a way for me to display my inner life with God, so that others may see the glory of a life given fully over to her Creator. I, and the ones I love, are no special people--we just partner with an amazing God.

We've seen suffering. We know doubt. We wrestle with where we have been and how we got there--but we will never give up. Our lives are a testament to His faithfulness.

Be Blessed as you read. Encounter the King.

Monday, February 11, 2013

This Will Get Interesting...

I just posted this on facebook...should be interesting...

"Is our generation starving?

A funny word to use for some of the most well fed people in the world…but what are we feeding ourselves? Hamburgers, fast food, video games, internet (including pornography) and television…tell me that these things satisfy, tell me that they’re enough and that you go to bed after stuffing your face with them feeling accepted and loved and whole. Tell me that these speak life to your soul and shout, “Freedom!” Tell me that you could live your whole life centered around these things, no other longings…

I know it’s not true.

I know you want to be known, loved, valued, cared for. I know you see yourself in a mirror and feel alone, even after hours on facebook, trying to reach out. I know that your life is filled with too many fights, too little connection, too much pain, drama, heart ache…

I know because you are the generation which is trying to feed itself. Some try drugs—just a chance to see life beyond life and feel safe and secure for once. Some bury in video games—you really can be the hero there. Some feed on Internet pornography…

Oh but we fail, we fail, we fail…our society has killed that spiritual part of us, told us its not real and we shouldn’t pursue it. If you do pursue it, you’re weird and here are all the ways…why are we listening?

Why are we putting up with this shit, believing we weren’t created by a God who loves us as His dear children and has plans for us? Why wouldn’t you want that? Why have we not stood up and fought? Why have we not begun railing against the tyranny which claims we aren’t what we’ve always known we are?

Blessed.

Beloved.

Bought with a price.

His own.

Jesus died—that’s a plain fact—Jesus died for our sorry asses. And when we choose to put Him in a box and store that box away…its like the mass murder of souls. We more than starve; we wallow in our desperation, our despair.

WHY HAVE WE LET THIS GO ON!?

Who told us what we could and should believe? Who stole away our rights, our heritage? You were called to be a son or daughter of the Most High God. Jesus paid for you to know God intimately, personally, for all eternity. The waiting stops here: you know Him. You know Jesus, you know the Father. This is not hard and it’s not awful, it’s the most beautiful thing in the world. Jesus loves me and you and you and you…look around the room, wherever you’re sitting or standing—see those people? He loves them with every ounce of His being and He knows their story and He wants them to know Him. How crazy is that? You probably don’t even know them very well, why they function the way they do, but He does. He knows you that way too—and He still loves you…

…and He doesn’t want you to starve. That’s not what He made you for. So you can keep eating Big Macs and jumping in and out of relationships and trying to supply all your needs in a way you can control…

…or you can make a decision that feels like jumping out of a moving bus and land SPLAT! into His arms.

It’s your choice…

..and the moment is now."

I couldn't not let what was in my heart leap out--YIKES!!! Haha, I love God and I hope He uses it well.

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