Hmm...a place for thoughts...that's what I wanted...and not just to keep them for myself, but to share. That's how I want to live life--not trying to hoard it all as close as possible like I see so many people doing--but living free. Lending things to those who need it, being a true friend and giving all I can to see that others are safe and able to follow their dreams...
I guess most would call me an idealist, but I've also been knocked down more than I now...not physically, but seeing people dear to me in situations and not knowing how to move...what can I do? They are so far from me and yet I ache for them at times. No one should starve...but some do. It is the reality of our world, but I can't stand it.
And you know, some days, you just want to stop feeling, stop caring...it would be easier. It is a pain--heart pain--to care deeply and it can take a lot out of you.
Maybe that's where this blog comes from...I know--so many people blog--so maybe I don't do this to be read, but rather to help myself see through this time to a future. I am a Christian, one who has read much of the Bible. I know and love Jesus--usually much less than I should--and I know what He promised. So that's where I am--here in the waiting...waiting to see His promises coem through, because soemtimes, that's all there is. Hope. I need hope...faith...and love. May they be evident in my life...and in this blog.
Jesus, live through me. Please.
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