It is difficult to live the life He has called
us to.
It takes work.
It means living in a manner worthy of the
calling to which we have been called.
Sometimes it’s not fun.
Sometimes it’s draining.
Sometimes it’s the thing you would least like
to do.
And most times…it’s easier to give up than to
persevere and ultimately gain victory over the struggle.
I just went through a season where it would
have been easier to give up than fight. Where I was being tested—to see what I
was made of and who I would follow—and some days I would win and other times
I’d falter. The faith in me was being tested and purified like gold. I needed
the test. I hated the test. I wish I could have done anything but the test.
And in the end, the enemy taunted me. He tried
to remind me of who I used to be so that I would forget who I am and what I am
called to. He attempted to turn it all over as though none of the good and the
healing and the power of the Lord that had been shown off in my life could be
seen. He made a fool out of me.
But the thing is…God uses the foolish things of
the world.
As we washed puppies this summer, God was
teaching me a lesson. It’s easy to get down on yourself as you realize the muck
you and others are walking through. It kind of makes you want to plop down and
quit. Our puppies created a minefield of $@&* (pardon the language) that we
had to clean up every morning. It sometimes took two grown people two hours to
do it (two HOURS!? That’s a lot!). It never failed, we went to sleep at night
and in the morning, they had created so much poop that each one of them had
their little paws covered in it.
But as I bathed them, I didn’t resent it. I
knew they were—at the simplest level—purely a product of their own environment
and %$#@ happens, we all know that! But what I was being taught…whole ‘nother
level.
I love those puppies, like you love anything
you care for. As I washed them, I loved them. As I scrubbed poop off their paws
I talked to them and held them gently. There was never a moment I was frustrated
with them for what they had gotten themselves into. I knew their worth and
because of that, I didn’t mind seeing them through the whole cleaning process.
It is the same in our walk with the Lord. It’s
so easy to condemn ourselves—and Satan pushes us to do that, so it’s even
easier. Nothing in you (unless you tune in to the Lord completely) will remind
you of your priceless value—but He always will.
I see Him taking tender care of me, as I did
for my puppies. “What did we get our feet in this time?” “Remember who you are
and the price I paid for you. I know you’re worth it—and for love of you, I
gave my son.” “This isn’t so bad, and remember, His blood is enough, even for
this.” “Don’t pretend like you got me whipped, kid! I planned for this long
before you were ever born and no matter how long this process takes, I’m in
this with you.”
The astonishing faithfulness of the Lord wrecks
me again.
His love covers you, no matter what you’ve done
or the $%#@ you’re walking through today. Mess happens. We get stuck in
situations that coat us in muck. But it just doesn’t end there. As we keep presenting
ourselves to the Lord, He washes us clean, every time. It’s what He promised.
He did it first with Peter and He’ll continue with all those who are His
disciples.
May the blood of the Lamb wash over you again
today, making you clean. He did it for you. He loves you. He sees us through.
John 13 Now before the Feast of the Passover,
when Jesus knew that his hour had come to depart out of this world to
the Father, having loved his own who were in the world, he loved them
to the end. 2 During
supper, when the devil had already put it into the heart of Judas
Iscariot, Simon's son, to betray him, 3 Jesus, knowing that the Father had given all things into his
hands, and that he had come from God and was going back to God, 4 rose from supper. He laid aside his outer
garments, and taking a towel, tied it around his waist. 5 Then he poured water into a basin and began
to wash the disciples' feet and to wipe them with the towel that was wrapped
around him. 6 He
came to Simon Peter, who said to him, “Lord, do you wash my feet?” 7 Jesus answered him, “What I am doing you
do not understand now, but afterward you will understand.” 8 Peter said to him, “You shall never wash my
feet.” Jesus answered him, “If I do not wash you, you have no share with
me.”9 Simon
Peter said to him, “Lord, not my feet only but also my hands and my head!” 10 Jesus said to him, “The one who has bathed
does not need to wash, except for his feet,[a] but is completely clean. And you[b] are clean, but not every one of you.” 11 For he knew who was to betray him; that was why
he said, “Not all of you are clean.”
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